It seems that this year has just gone by and I have left my little blog for too much time. There is so much to share, important events that I didn’t get to write about and document. From family fun, birthdays, celebrations, and just life in general that went by way too fast.
I learned some important lessons this year. Working and being a mom is tough. I went to bed many nights exhausted, and feeling like someone was losing out. The losers usually felt like my family, my kids, and myself. I found myself thinking of the things I used to do “when I was a SAHM” and feeling sad that my SAHM time in my life was over.
But, despite all of those changes something else magical unfolded in my life. It was an amazing little place called Crozet PlaySchool. It was filled with laughing and happy children and a new me that was driven by a new purpose. My students and their parents became my extended family this year. I looked forward to school each morning. I spent hours and hours pouring over books and the computer developing an on-going curriculum to meet the needs of my students. I found my love of children and teaching again. I got amazing feedback from my families and their support was my fuel to keep pushing to create dynamic play experiences in my classroom. Over the course of the school year I got over 1,000 followers on my @crozetplayschool Instagram account. They “liked” my invitations to play, asked me questions, and even reached out via email to find out more about my school. I went back to my Early Childhood Education roots of Reggio Emilia and lost myself in a world of play based learning. In many ways I found myself again.
I know that those two paragraphs seem to contradict each other but it is the truth of my struggles this year and the change in our family dynamic. I had been at home with the kids for seven years, so working five mornings a week plus cleaning up and prepping each afternoon plus major prep for school on Sunday evenings for the week was a HUGE change for us. Balance is difficult. I wasn’t able to achieve this year, but I will be working hard to create more of a balance next year with my part-time work and my family.
To bring my focus closer to home, I came back to my sweet long lost blog. I missed writing. I missed taking pictures of my children for no particular reason other than to document their lives. I missed sharing the struggles and triumphs of parenting my brood. My hope is to begin to write again about our daily fun and lives. I simply adore looking back on my old blog posts. Bradley loves to read them too. There is so much we have done as a family and I want to keep this little corner of the internet for my family to enjoy one day.
Just to make you smile, we made a summer bucket list filled to the brim with crafts, outings, science experiments, and “just for fun” activities. One of those that Bradley has been dying to do was make a “Stop Action Lego Movie.” We worked on one today! He came up with the story line, took all of the pictures, and I helped him put it into Windows Movie Maker.
Please enjoy Bradley’s Mini Lego Movie:
Oh the joys of lazy summer afternoons mixed with creativity and technology!